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Grace Beck’s Story

I was born April 4, 1995, to Robert Klingensmith Beck III and Elizabeth Beck in Phoenix, Arizona. The day after I was born my dad took off for a love affair with the bottle. This would be indicative of what most of my life would be.

My earliest two memories involve my father. First, I remember my mom holding me while talking to police officers when my father went missing. The other memory is building a snowman family with him. I made each snowman anatomically correct to show him how “smart” I was. I adored my father and constantly sought his approval. Every time I made a point about something happening in a ball game or something outdoorsy, it would follow with, “Huh, Dad?” He would always reply, “You’re right Gracie,” even if I was completely wrong. My life was filled with extreme highs and extreme lows with my father.

When I was in middle school I was a troubled kid. I talked back to teachers, didn’t do homework and had conflict with mean kids in class. Things at home made me feel as though I was not important, that I needed to act out to get attention. My father was, what seemed constantly, going on binges. Every few months it would get to the point of taking him to the hospital so he could detox. When he was on medication he was reserved to his bedroom all day, every day. A child living in this environment begins to ask questions like, “why does he choose drugs over me?”  “Am I not important?” “Does he not really love me?” “Am I the cause of his alcoholism?” None of that is true.

My father’s childhood was filled with one tragedy after another, but the worst part was that he had no outlet to deal with his deep wounds and suffering. The only thing that helped ease the pain was drugs and alcohol.

My relationship with my father was rocky and sometimes nonexistent. I distanced myself from my father because I loved him and it hurt too badly to be around him.

As I got older, the only time we talked was when the Steelers were playing, the Diamondbacks were doing well or anything college football. But he never owned up to the way he damaged our family and never was truly repentant for being an absent father.

Last year, I experienced some things that gave me a perspective on what my father dealt with. I didn’t want to feel or think, I wanted to escape, I wanted to die. God allowed me to feel a fraction of the pain my father felt, that same pain that led him to drugs.

People told me growing up, “Be careful, alcoholism is in your DNA.” I am destined to be just like him, right? Wrong! There is a commonly believed lie about addiction; that it is an illness, an incurable disease. This is a lie that releases people’s responsibility for their actions and condemns them to a life of affliction. Addiction is an emotional disease, perhaps. In its purest state, addiction is selfishness, pride and sin. Addiction may end with physical dependence on drugs, but it starts with loneliness, insecurity, guilt, suffering and more. All of us tend to use things to escape reality.

My father bought into this lie and died because he felt trapped. Robert Beck died on October 13, 2016, from an overdose of several different prescription medications.

After my father died I went into shock. I started going downhill, fast. I was unable to process or put into words the feelings I had. My grief was not just for my father, but for the relationship, I would never have with him, the one thing I wanted my whole life. I used alcohol, extreme sarcasm (being a jerk), Netflix binging and partying to numb the feeling of my heart being torn out of my chest every single day.

However, God began showing me that the things I turned to only made me hurt more. I’m sure if my father could tell me one last thing, it would be that he regretted the path he took in life, he wished he would have dealt with his issues instead of hiding behind addiction, and life is meaningless without faith in God.

I share my father’s story with you because it is my story. Everything my father did when I was growing up has shaped me to be who I am, good or bad. I know my dad would want me to express to others that the only way to truly heal your emotional wounds is to reach out to God, the only One who understands ultimate suffering.

I used to dread waking up in the morning. Now when I wake up, I am hopeful for the future.

Hope For Addiction saves lives, mine included.

I have learned that addiction is not different from the sin with which I struggle. The only difference is that addiction is ugly to society and Christians. Jesus sought out the outcasts. He loved them unconditionally. To me, that is the most poetic and beautiful way God works. I was the outcast, but God’s promise to His children is He will never leave us or forsake us. I have experienced that promise in my life, even through the suffering.

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When Memories Are Made

Birthdays, holidays, family celebrations…. For most, these are happy times and we think on the past with fond memories. But for many, the pain of the brokenness of their lives makes these moments unbearable.  Your partnership with Redeemed2Repeat makes it possible for these moments to be redeemed.

Please take two minutes and experience one of these moments…


Watch Mary’s Birthday Moments 

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Is Addiction A Disease?

What if I told you that I didn’t think that addiction was a disease? Would you think that I was crazy or uninformed? If so, maybe I can change your mind. I believe that there are people on both sides of the fence that benefit from addiction being classified as a disease, both those who suffer from addiction and those who do not. Let me explain…

“Addiction is defined as a disease by most medical associations, including the American Medical Association and the American Society of Addiction Medicine. Like diabetes, cancer and heart disease, addiction is caused by a combination of behavioral, environmental and biological factors. Genetic risks factors account for about half of the likelihood that an individual will develop an addiction. Addiction involves changes in the functioning of the brain and body. These changes may be brought on by risky substance use or may pre-exist.” (Addiction as a Disease 2016). These are some very strong words and may prove to be quite convincing. When something is classified as a disease, it is owned by the medical profession, by doctor’s, psychologists and drug companies. If addiction is a disease, then it would be a disease like diabetes and cancer, one where there can be no permanent cure, because relapse could happen at any time. It would be a disease that is managed, with medication and psychiatric care.

Classifying addiction as a disease is beneficial to the person who is addicted, in a way it lets them off the hook for their addiction. A person addicted can now say, “hey, addiction isn’t my fault, I have a disease. Blame big pharma, it’s all their fault for creating the drug I abuse”. This is exactly where we are today, people blaming drug companies for creating medicines that have a legitimate use but are abused by some. The addict is let off the hook at every turn and is not held accountable for their part in the equation.

Society benefits from having addiction classified as a disease as well. You see, by classifying addiction as a disease, parents of addicts can remain in relationship with their children blaming the disease rather than the child. Social programs can be created to fight the disease, rather than to hold the addict responsible for their behaviors. Addiction as a disease creates an abstraction so that it is a disease that is being targeted and not the actions of individuals.

The lines are blurred daily regarding addiction as a disease. When the news comes across a story where a child is put in harm’s way because the parents are on drugs, it is totally the parent’s fault, but when a story is presented where a person is down and out because or an addiction, it is the addiction that is vilified.

What if addiction is not a disease, but a choice. Yes, it is true that the body becomes used to having certain chemicals in the system in order for things to function properly and this is the physical effects of addiction, but once the drug is out of the system, the body can once again function properly. This process is called detox and it required by anyone who has taken a substance for an extended period of time. This is no different than someone who has used caffeine for a long period of time when they go off of caffeine, they suffer from headaches and other physical symptoms. Once that phase passes, it is as if they never consumed caffeine at all. It is the same for other substances as well, once a person is weaned off of opioids, the body begins the process of repairing and restoring processes that were interrupted in the presence of the drug. Once the physical desire for the drug is concurred, the only thing left is the individual’s choice to go back to the drug. This is not the case with something like diabetes or cancer, a person’s actions cannot affect the symptoms of the disease.

Addiction is a disease today because it makes it more palatable to society and to the medical profession. We live in a time where personal accountability is waning and blame should be placed on something other than individuals. This epidemic will continue until we are willing to throw away the moniker of disease and to treat individuals as responsible for their choices. If we choose to ignore this call, there will be generations of people who will suffer because of it.

Lonnie Clardy,
Guest writer and “Hope for Addiction” group leader

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Bondage Begins With A Lie

Life has been hard, challenging, disappointing. Situations have left you with an ache in your soul. You find that alcohol or pills or meth or heroin makes this ache go away. A lie, because when the high is gone, the emptiness is back and you are once again facing all that you are trying to forget. So you use again. And again, trying to maintain the comfort and peace that you desperately need. Before you know it, you are trapped in a vicious cycle and you can’t stop. You disappoint your family, you do things that don’t make sense, your life begins to slip away. Our world tells us that a person that struggles with substance abuse is not to blame and they have a disease, they cannot change, this is who they are and who they will always be. They might be able to be sober, but they are forever identified as an alcoholic, addict or in recovery. Their struggle has now defined who they are. Bondage begins with a lie and this lie is sending 142 people, literally to their deaths every day. This statistic hit home for me recently. In a four-month period, four members of my family and extended family died due to drug overdose. This reality sucker-punched me in a way that I cannot describe.

The drug problem in our country has been on a disturbing climb and each year the number of people addicted increases. In 2015 more than 50,000 people in the US died from overdose deaths. Drugs are now the leading cause of accidental death in our country. When President Nixon began the war on drugs in 1971, he stated drugs were “public enemy number one” and ramped up a harsh crack down. Over the past 45 years the government’s stand against drugs has softened and today our government classifies addiction under mental illness and the latest buzz out of Washington DC is that addiction is not a moral failing. Bondage begins with a lie. As a nation, we have embraced this lie. The well-intentioned sentiment has only resulted in more people addicted and more people dying. The government is calling the opioid problem a crisis and they are looking for answers for freedom. With death rates rising, and the answer for change uncertain, the emphasis now is to simply keep people from dying. Let me tell you about some of the latest things that are either being initiated or considered.

Currently, Narcan is being prescribed to anyone who is a known opiate user. Narcan can be safely administered to anyone suspected of overdosing on opiates and it will cause the effects of the drugs to stop. The law was actually changed allowing anyone, if they have a friend or loved one who is an addict, to request of their own doctor (and the insurance company will pay) for a prescription for Narcan.

Something being considered, which is actually being done in Canada is safe consumption sites where people can go, shoot up under the observation of a nurse so they won’t die. Can you imagine this? What kind of existence is this? What will our world look like in 10 years if we do not stop the madness of this thinking?

Bondage begins with a lie. We, as a nation and even as the church, have bought into the lie that addiction is a disease and that people will always be addicts. While this thinking certainly softens the blow for addicts and family members, the reality is, this thinking keeps people hopeless and bound. The truth is that addiction is NOT who people are, it is what they struggle with. Bondage begins with a lie, but freedom begins with truth.

Redeemed2Repeat is different than any other recovery program you will find. Redeemed2Repeat shines the light of truth to the lies that hold people captive. We expose the lies and bring hope. Redeemed2Repeat is bringing hope and truth by telling people that they CAN change. They CAN be free. Not through any checklist of things to do, but by interacting with the Savior who died to secure their freedom and cleanse them of all their sins.

But it doesn’t stop there. This journey of change takes a lifetime. Getting sober is just the beginning. When someone gets sober, they face a world that they have so desperately tried to avoid. Everything is big, overwhelming and terrifying. In their addiction, people stop maturing so the simplest tasks can be impossible in their mind. They have believed and told so many lies that truth is foreign. When they get sober, they are thrown back into the world and told, “go conquer it!” Newly sober people do not know how to tackle the mess of their past, have no confidence to even walk into a business and ask for a job. What about hurt family members? How do you even begin to tackle that? Everyone around them seems to have it together and they are afraid to crawl out of bed and face this gigantic mess in front of them. Surviving is all they can do, so conquering seems impossible. No wonder 50-90% of people relapse. The emphasis of our culture is on prevention and treatment, but there is little available for transitioning back into society. THIS is where Redeemed2Repeat stands out. Not only do we help people understand that they can be truly free from their addiction, we help them with all the things they are facing. They need an advocate, an advisor, a counselor and a cheerleader. We have people that we are continuing to walk with three years later. The wreckage takes time to sort through and in God’s kindness, He doesn’t throw it at us all at once. Its a journey. This is what we do. We walk together. We encourage. We teach, we fellowship, we bring them into the local church where their lives will continue to be changed.

I told you about the government’s answer to addiction and after 45 years, it is evident that this answer is not working. I can confidently tell you that after three short years, since the start of Redeemed2Repeat, Jesus is the answer for true and lasting change.

What does this actually look like? How do we help people find comfort and peace? How do we help people in the very real, terrifying moments of life? Let me tell you about Sarah. She was so wrecked by anxiety that she could not work and was vomiting. She felt that there was something very wrong with her. As we talked, we recognized that her thoughts were out of control and her fear was so great that she was having a very real, physical response. For three hours we worked together to combat anxiety, to take control of her thoughts, change her thinking and to hold on to God with everything she had. Together we read through Lamentations 3, focusing on verses 19-23, over and over and over. We put on gospel-centered worship music to help focus her thinking. It was a brutal, three-hour battle. But as Sarah fought to hold on to truth, to change her thinking from the circumstances she was facing, and instead to remember the steadfast love of the Lord toward her and His promises for her, a beautiful thing happened. As her mind settled onto truth, her physical body became peaceful. The next two weeks, Sarah fought hard, using scripture to focus her thoughts. The fight for truth resulted in a new understanding of God’s love for her. Two weeks later she sent me this text, “God has really been helping me today. It’s just amazing when you realize that God actually really cares. He REALLY loves me! I mean I thought I knew that but now I KNOW it!” God changed Sarah’s heart as she desperately cried out and fought to hold on to truth and combat the lies. Her battle with anxiety will come and go, but she now has the tools to fight and does not need to escape through substances.

Brad came to Redeemed2Repeat straight out of rehab. Our team was working with him to settle into a sober living house and get a job. After almost two weeks of not finding a job and seeing a lack of effort to find one, we began to dig a little deeper into why. As first glance you might think that Brad just didn’t want to work and was unmotivated. The reality was that it had been so long since he worked that he was afraid to fail. He didn’t think he had anything to offer and didn’t know how to even walk in the door to ask for a job. We helped Brad to see the situation differently, to remember that God has his path already planned. The past no longer defines him. He can trust God to supply what he needs as he faces the monumental task of job searching. We helped Brad be ready to face a potential boss, how to present himself and how to have the courage to walk into a business. A few short days later, he had a job and is loving it!

Both Sarah and Brad need the church. They need help seeing that anxiety and fear and insecurity are not because of their addiction, they are part of being human. When people in the local church are equipped and understand the colossal obstacles that people who struggle with addiction face, we can help them connect to a Savior who can radically change their life. Redeemed2Repeat helps people understand that we are all the same and we all fight to believe truth.

When someone gets sober their problem doesn’t go away because the problem is not sobriety. The pain, the struggle, the destruction, all of it still there. The problem is they have an emptiness that must be filled and if not filled, it will again be filled with substances. Redeemed2Repeat brings the good news to people that only Jesus Christ can fill the void in them and give them the power to live a new life; one that is not only sober, but free. At Redeemed2Repeat, sobriety isn’t the goal, it is the result of a changed heart. Only the cross gives people the ability to look at their sinful past and the wrongs done against them and move forward in life, complete and new.

Culture tells us that people are not able to change, that they are always addicts or recovering addicts. Scripture tells us that through Christ we have been given a new nature, one that is free. Redeemed2Repeat helps people walk in this freedom, grow in their knowledge of God and thrive in the community of their local church.

Bondage begins with a lie. Freedom and hope for change begins with truth. In John 14, Jesus says that He is the way, the truth, and the life. In John 8, He says that those who know Him, will know the truth and the truth will set them free. He goes on to promise that whoever the Son sets free is free indeed. Bondage begins with a lie, but freedom begins with the truth. Truth begins and ends with Jesus. Redeemed2Repeat, brings truth, hope and lasting freedom.

Liz Beck – Founder & President,  Redeemed2Repeat


In The Darkness… There Is Light

Everything changed on October 13, 2016, my life never the same. Darkness is my constant companion and threatens to choke out hope. Every day is a fight. I have been desperate for God before as I have walked through many dark days but nothing like the past ten months. Facing each day, getting dressed, doing errands, the simple things of life a victory. Laughter and joy seem a distant memory. Retreat to isolation draws me. Simple joys of life are chores. Tears a constant threat and grief holds its hands around my throat. There are no answers to my questions, no ease to the pain.

The man that I loved with all my heart, that I gave my life to for more than 17 years died.addiction, hope Lost, alone and hopeless. The thing that I have dedicated my life to fight took his life. Addiction took him from me and my children. It took him from his parents and his siblings. I cannot understand this. I cannot comprehend the finality of this. The pain of the finality of lost hopes and dreams, of unresolved broken relationships, of what can never be. The brokenness of all those left to pick up the pieces. Some days it is more than I can bear. Alone. In the dark. Unable to say what is in my heart and my mind. I don’t know how to put into words all that stirs within me and the darkness that encompasses me, so I retreat. I can’t be around anyone. I don’t know how. Sometimes I can’t. It takes every ounce of strength, and faith just to make it through the day.

This is the reality. The reality of a broken world. The reality of sin.

The reality of losing someone you love in such a senseless way. The finality of brokenness that can never be fixed. All there is, the one steady, my anchor, whatever peace there is, whatever joy can be found, whatever light that keeps the darkness at b
ay, all I have at the end of each day and at the beginning of each day is Jesus. The truths of  who He is and what He has done for me are all that keep me going, and barely. 

This is reality, but there is a greater reality that anchors me and keeps me from being completely lost in the dark:

But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope: The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. “The LORD is my portion,” says my soul, “therefore I will hope in him.” Lamentations 3:21-23

My hope is only found in Jesus and in Him alone. I have nothing else. His faithfulness is great and His mercy never ends, it is there every day, every moment.

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Revelation 21:4-5a

One day, Jesus will return and make all this brokenness new. He will make it all right. He will bring justice and take away all our pain and suffering.

addiction, hopeTherefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured from sinners such hostility against himself, so that you may not grow weary or fainthearted. Hebrews 12:1-3

Jesus for the joy set before Him endured the cross for me. He looked beyond the darkness and pain and saw my need for a Savior, a way for me be free, to be saved. He is my example of perseverance. In considering Him, what He has done, what He has promised, I have strength to endure.

I am holding on to these truths. I am weary and fainthearted. I fight hopelessness and darkness. Tears freely fall daily.

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Liz and her children

All I have is Jesus. In the darkness and pain and hopelessness, God is faithful. He is good.

Even when it is dark, and hope seems a distant friend. One day my tears will be wiped away forever and all that is broken in me and around me will be new. Honestly, I can’t comprehend that day, but God promises this in His Word so by faith I wait and I fight to endure and trust His goodness.


Liz Beck
Founder & Director of Redeemed2Repeat

Liz and her 2 children reside in Gilbert, Arizona. Liz founded Redeemed2Repeat  to walk alongside, equip and care for those who struggle with addiction. There is hope, and lasting change is possible. People are lost in the hopelessness of their addiction but through Christ’s work on the cross there is freedom.

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Being a teenager in today’s world brings heartache and challenges that most of us never had to face. The realities of the ugliness of the world, the busyness of our schedules and the decline in our knowledge of God has created a mess for our children.

Why do teens use drugs?
Teens turn to drugs and alcohol for a variety of reasons, but the main reasons are coping with pressure, numbing their pain, boredom or rebellion. The availability of substances makes the problem even greater. For decades the government has tried to address teen drug and alcohol use with campaigns like

“Just say No,” “This is Your Brain on Drugs” and other fear-driven approaches. The new trend in anti-drug messaging is trying to relate with teens and an attempt to offer “something better.”

Why aren’t these approaches successful?
There are many well-intentioned people truly trying to make a difference in the world, yet positive affirmations and nice words are not enough. Words alone cannot fix the problem. The only words powerful enough to change someone are God’s Words (Hebrews 4:12). This is what makes Redeemed2Repeat different.

In July 2016, we began a teen support group called “Fighting for Hope” in response to a number of hurting teen girls needing help. These girls have experienced much pain and suffering in their life. The pain caused by addicted parents cuts deep and without the correct help, kids medicate their pain with destructive behavior.

The Redeemed2Repeat teen meeting helps girls who have deep wounds to understand God’s love for them, His ability to heal them, take away their shame and give them a new life. The meeting is real, raw and we don’t shy away from the realities of their pain. But we don’t stop there. We identify their pain, acknowledge it and connect them with scripture and practical application for their life. We teach them how to fight for hope in the darkness that is their life. We provide a safe place for them to share honestly about what they are going through and help them to understand how the Bible, God’s very Words to us, can help them, can heal them and can give them hope in the darkness of their suffering. We don’t talk about details of what has happened; rather we talk about how the things that have happened in our life affect us, how we feel and think about these things, and how we can have hope and healing through Christ.

What does this look like and is it enough?
I’d like to tell you about 14-year-old Brooke. When I met Brooke she was afraid. She had been so hurt that she had trouble having a conversation and couldn’t look me in the eye. When we began the teen meetings, most of the girls could not openly share and mostly answered shallow questions. They were afraid to trust because they have been so deeply wounded by people who should have protected them. In our very first meeting, we talked about pain, about suffering, but we also talked about hope and how to find hope in the midst of our pain and darkness. The girls didn’t talk much but they began to see a life-changing connection to God.

One of the things we do to help both adults and teens understand and apply God’s Word is through growth assignments or homework. Change doesn’t happen in the meeting, it happens when they take what they have learned and engage with God through the everyday situations in their lives. One of the growth assignments was to read Psalm 139 and write down how God’s Words spoke to them personally.


Here is what Brooke wrote:

Psalm 139:5, You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me.
“This stood out to me and I thought that I am all put together and He knows what is going to happen to me in my life and He knows from today to the day I die and go live with Him in eternity. Also, that He will always help me through the journey that He has set up for me. It says to me that He’s looking at us from all sides and watches and leads us to follow Him. Another thing is, He will sew up our life that was in the darkness and help us get through life even if it is a hard life and road.”

This young woman, with all the horrible things she has endured in her short 14 years is learning how to hear God, how to believe God and how to trust God. Isn’t this the very struggle we all have? Redeemed2Repeat helps people who have been conditioned to think that they are different than “normal people” to see that we are all the same and our greatest need is met in Christ.

Brooke has great support in her life now and Redeemed2Repeat is just a small piece of that. She doesn’t have to hide or pretend. She has grown so much in the past year. She smiles. A lot. She is more comfortable with herself and others. She continues to learn about God and how He loves her and helps her.

The leader of the teen group, Chris Harris, has done an amazing job in bringing deep truths to a very practical level. She purchased journals for the girls just for use in the group. They write notes during the meeting, and when we ask questions that might be too scary to answer out loud, they write the answers in their journals. Over the past year, I have seen these girls grow, become more comfortable with who they are and open up and share. The girls are learning how to go to God with their pain instead of to other things like cutting or drugs or alcohol.

How do we reach teens?
The best anti-drug message we have is God’s Word. But I’m not talking about clichés or “Bible band-aids.” I’m talking about helping people truly understand Who God is and what He has done. Their greatest need, as is true for all of us, is a Savior to rescue us, a big God, the creator of heaven and earth, who loves us, and has given us everything we need to live this life (2 Peter 1:3).

This journey takes time. A long time. This is what Redeemed2Repeat does. We walk with people. Sometimes we have to get in the darkness with people and walk with them there for a while so they see the light of Christ. John 1:5 says, The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it. This is what Redeemed2Repeat is all about. This is why your prayers are so needed and appreciated. Thank you for standing with us. Lives are being changed.

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President and Founder of Hope For Addiction, Inc. Liz Beck

We recently featured our support group leaders on social media so you could get to know them.
I asked my co-worker Tracy to help me write something about our founder Liz. This is the result.

Liz has experienced sufferings and trials in her own life and has trusted the Lord as he has made beauty from the ashes. Liz loves the lost. She isn’t afraid of the messiness of people’s lives and sacrifices her life to love and helps those who struggle with addiction. The Lord has revealed the plans he has set before her and with the hope, she has in Jesus, she carries the burdens of others. She sacrifices her time to meet with countless people and brings hope into their lives.

Liz has brought many people into her home to live, to be an instrument in their growth and new life of change. She shares Jesus, hope for freedom from substance abuse and new life in Christ. She walks alongside people and helps to connect them with mentors, counseling, gives rides, attends court hearings and takes late night phone calls.

Liz attends countless meetings with city and state officials on new committees who see the need for different programs in the valley. She talks with parents of addicts and works with sober living homes. She has started a monthly support meeting for teens. With the wide range of those affected by addiction, she is working hard to reach children, parents, and families.

Redeemed2Repeat started with an idea a few years ago and now has weekly meetings in multiple locations and over thirty people regularly attending. Several Christ-centered churches are interested in starting programs in their cities. There is not a single program out there like Redeemed2Repeat. Where the only step you need to take is one, of faith.

A team has been built to help lead meetings and we are so grateful for the people God has brought to this ministry. Liz lives her life to honor the Lord and help others know Jesus. She juggles the ministry and is a mom of two amazing kids. She seeks counsel for her own life and desires to be an example that pleases the Lord. Her foundation, faith, and pastoral care are evidence that Liz desires to bring the truth and hope that set people free.

Liz, thank you for your love, care, and sacrifice! We are grateful for you and we praise the Lord he has used your life and experiences to reach hundreds of people who would have otherwise been stuck in the identity of the addict.

We are no longer slaves to addiction, we are FREE!

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When your mom is an addict: A daughter’s story of survival

I don’t exactly know when the addiction started? It seems like it was always there. I don’t remember a birthday party or Christmas where I didn’t have to explain what was going on with my mom and why she seemed so ‘’tired’’ or “down.” Growing up it was always just me and my mom at home. It’s not that no one else was around because there was, but she quit her job when I was 9 or 10 and my dad was supporting us with one job and my older sister was in high school. It was just me and momma, taking care of one another. I just remember my mom was having a hard time but I was too young to understand why.  I had no idea what addiction even was.

Not too long after, both of my older brothers went to prison at the same time. It was really hard on all of us. Instead of turning to each other for a shoulder to cry on and finding comfort in one another, my mom found comfort in those little devils, we call medicine.

That’s what I remember the most. From then on everything got a lot more drastic. She cried every night and would never come out of her room, barely ate. Coming home to her sleeping just became the new normal. There were years’ worth of little incidents like that. But they were more than little, they were as often as the heat is here in Arizona and they built up so much tension and emotion in the family.

 For some reason, these things happened when it was just the two of us, so of course, I would care of her and do whatever I could to make her present again. Being a kid, barely in your teen years and having to take care of someone who should be caring for you and making you dinner and making sure that you’re ready for bed, is something I became accustomed to. That was definitely the hardest thing for me because I had to not only care for myself but for my mom, and doing that means having to grow up a lot faster and having to mature faster than a kid should. It was almost like she was never there. She was there physically but emotionally in a totally different place. 

The last episode, I remember so vividly. We went to church early because she was serving coffee and she asked me to help her. As an hour or so went by I started to notice the usual signs: shaking hands, drowsy eyes, slurring words. You know, the whole nine yards.  I asked her if she took her medicine and of course, she denied it and became angry. She started yelling at me, telling me that I was embarrassing her. She didn’t even know that I was the one who was embarrassed. My aunt took us home and we had a big argument. She was falling all over, tripping off of pills. I was so angry and sad and scared and overwhelmed. I couldn’t take it anymore. I called my dad to come home from work or I was going to call an ambulance. We all knew she had to get help. Our family was falling apart.  – We all needed help!

Then my mom found Redeemed2Repeat… 

My mom has been clean and sober for almost three years.  Today, she enjoys helping other women who attend the Redeemed2Repeat meetings. She has come a long way and has been working hard to remain sober. My mom continues to work to restore relationships within our family. I have my mom back and she takes care of me.


We have a great relationship. It wasn’t always this way. Addiction almost destroyed our family. It has been a long journey and our story continues…

If you are struggling with addiction and need help, contact us today! There is no charge for our services.

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